I know over a month ago, after my finals, I promised I’d be a better blogger. Tell me why I suck at it! :P After my last real post, venting out all the troubles on my mind — I guess I’ve just been kept busy. The struggle of what I want is still around, but the pain has most definitely dulled. In addition to my usual work grind, there has been a buttload of out-of-town friends doing the Vegas vacation thing… So seeing lots of familiar faces, from childhood friends I haven’t seen in over a decade, to cousins from the Philippines, to old Alaska friends — has been really, really nice!

As for my dilemma with my last boyfriend? It’s still, well… I don’t know. Unresolved? I know he’s sorry and swears up n’ down that he’s going to fix it no matter how long it takes, but talk is cheap unless something is actually proven. We’re back to that friends mode — which is a little confusing. But I’m glad we can still spend time together and enjoy one another’s company. It’s a complicated spot to be in, but it’s one of those things that I think only time will tell as to what shall end up happening. I still get a little worked up when I start to talk about it and remember all the emotional distress, but I think that’s normal after what I went through. I think.

Nothing else new, really. Maybe I avoid blogging because I don’t want to start venting about my troubled heart and mixed feelings… But I’m still a Twitter junkie! And also obsessed with eBay to an unhealthy degree! I keep buying the cutest but most unnecessary things — from phone covers, to clothing, to jewelry, to electronics, to DVDs, to hookah flavors, to cosmetics. WTF, RIGHT?! So random. :/ Oh, and I also spend pretty much all the rest of my free time glued to the TV, playing Xbox 360. Hahah, what a nerd! :P And then all other miscellaneous time is dedicated to family and friends. So there you have it! Another update as to what’s been up. I really am going to try to get back into the swing of tumblr. No promises though! :)